Chuckle of relief
Listen to this daily worship
Psalm 116:1-2, 12-19 (MSG)
1-2 I love God because he listened to me,
listened as I begged for mercy.
He listened so intently
as I laid out my case before him.
Death stared me in the face,
hell was hard on my heels.
Up against it, I didn’t know which way to turn;
then I called out to God for help:
12-19 What can I give back to God
for the blessings he’s poured out on me?
I’ll lift high the cup of salvation—a toast to God!
I’ll pray in the name of God;
I’ll complete what I promised God I’d do,
and I’ll do it together with his people.
When they arrive at the gates of death,
God welcomes those who love him.
Oh, God, here I am, your servant,
your faithful servant: set me free for your service!
I’m ready to offer the thanksgiving sacrifice
and pray in the name of God.
I’ll complete what I promised God I’d do,
and I’ll do it in company with his people,
In the place of worship, in God’s house,
in Jerusalem, God’s city.
Hallelujah!
Psalm 116 is a psalm all about spiritual resilience. If Sarah struggles to believe in the promises of God and expresses her disappointment in a cynical laugh, the writer of this psalm, you might say, has a quiet chuckle of relief to himself as he speaks about the trustworthiness of God’s promises. I find the phrasing in verse 12 quite moving, as the psalmist asks himself the question, “How can I repay the Lord for all his goodness to me?”
This is surely a question we all need to ask ourselves. Of course, the proper theological answer is that we cannot repay God — but the human response of the heart is one of pure gratitude for all we have received.
Perhaps, like the psalmist, we can all chuckle with a smile inside, reflecting on the goodness of God toward us during our own times of anxiety and fear. In doing so, I often find myself drawn to make good on the promises made during those days of struggle and upheaval. I guess that is why the phrase, “How can I repay the Lord for all his goodness to me?” is an ongoing question we all need to ask ourselves. Living out our lives as ‘Salt and Light’ as bright stars lighting the way for others is all part of the purpose of our lives as people of God.
Prayer:
Lord,
You have given me the chuckle
To express a feeling I have
It’s a feeling that says:
“I knew you would not let me remain broken”
I guess that is why I am moved by the psalmist
To shed a tear and a chuckle
When he says:
“How can I repay the Lord for all his goodness to me?”
There are no words
No deeds
No actions
That can return to you
What you have given me
So accept my chuckle
My smile
My inner sense of confidence in you
Be my response of gratitude
And by your grace
Let my resilience and laughter
Be to the world Salt and Light




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